so close.
You know the feeling inside you when it’s about time to lose someone who has been so kind and good to you and you won’t be able to see his/her face anymore? I honestly do not wanna feel that anymore. ever! I have been so busy these three days. Following my mum everywhere to settle things up. Just when a thing has settled, another came. Every night before I sleep, the scene just wouldn’t stop repeating in my mind. I don’t think anyone knows I feel. I’m really exhausted now and pre-trial 2 is this wednesday. Sometimes it’s best not to know so much about a person. All the things you’ve done is slowly revealing. I just can’t believe you can be so mean to the people who brought you to this planet. without them, you probably do not have the things you are having right now. Ugh, so numb!
nightmare.
Oh no, school is starting tomorrow! =(
I just got off the phone with my piano teacher. she gave me so many advices! I changed my mind lol I wanted to leave high school so badly before this because I get to leave malaysia after IGs and study abroad but at the same time, I didn’t feel like leaving because I had no idea what to do after high school. but now, I guess I’m gonna stay here for A-levels!
OH nooo, I need to talk to ashley! she was right! can’t wait for tmr!! wheeee! bye.
Oh wow. 2011 is ending so fast! I can’t believe that time passed so fast. It feels like few months just passed. Its been a wonderful year, a year that I’ve opened up my eyes and learned so much about life. There are memorable memories made too. I’m excited for 2012! We leave the past behind and speed toward the unknown, our future. Oh god, IGCSE is next year :/
New years resolutions:
#1- work extremely hard on IGCSE
#2- Eat less!
#3- Exercise more
#4- Learn to cook more dishes and bake more pastries. Time to take culinary seriously
#5- Have another unforgettable year <3
